RIP my fren

天空下起了蒙蒙细雨
一股悲伤的气息
围绕着百能学院
一起努力了五年半的朋友
毕业就在眼前的这一时刻
在宿舍里终结了
他23年来所有的一切
换来一张死亡证明书

昨晚
在温习的时候
得知他服毒自杀了
当下的感觉
是那么的震惊
种种的疑问
充斥在每位朋友的心中

自杀
是那么的不负责任
换个角度想想
或许他已尽他最大的努力
让自己渡过难关
只是
在最后的十多天里
希望
对他来说是那么的渺茫
是那么的遥不可及

平时
翻阅有人自杀的新闻
内心不会有太多的感觉
原来
发生在自己周围时
那感觉是那么的深刻
难过、悲伤与不解

昨夜
怀着不安稳的心情入睡
今早
太阳依旧升起
天空依旧蔚蓝
地球依然在转动
人们依然忙碌着
仿佛
他不曾来过
也不曾离开

再大的难题
再大的压力
再大的困境
只要心存希望
就能更勇敢地活下去

安息吧
愿在另一个国度的你
会更有勇气去面对荆棘

下雨了，
是否意味着上天也在为你的离去而难过呢？

叙别会

毕业前的叙别会
让你我
在脑海里
留下了
彼此最美的时刻

pc ville members v our beloved tutor and pn.lee ^^

dats my red carpet moment~ XP

Action Research group members v supervisor ^^

26,lrng lobak 3 housemates ^^

yeah, dats my twin ^^

v the oni 2guys in pc ville ^^

kubang semang members--the 2lil hyperactive juniors i hv ever seen~ XP 

there is a person
who rushing here n there
before the farewell dinner starts
who almost sacrified all his time on me
v depart at 6pm
and he reached hostel arnd 5.50pm
in the end he gt no time to dress up himself

tot u r in ur messy hairstyle, yt u still look handsome in my eyes. ^^

yup, dats me in my cheong sam look ^^

thanks juniors for organising this farewell dinner for us~
you are the best =)

i wana b a good teacher 2

毕业前夕

忙碌的日子
终于告一段落了
但
这也意味着
相处了五年半的我们
即将分离了
原本期待毕业的心情
开始有种不舍的感觉
或许
就这么下去也不赖

pc ville的朋友们：

这些日子里
我们17个
有太多的回忆
有欢笑
有愤怒
有悲伤
有误会
有摩擦
有些问题
一直到毕业的前夕
仍不能解决
这是心中唯一的遗憾
曾经
我们是多么的要好

housemates:

一起住了这么久
感情亦愈深厚
从一开始的相敬如宾
到现在的互踩
这些时光是那么的美好
从中也见证了
各自的成长
很高兴
真的很高兴
可以一起走过这些年

kaihoon：

五年半里
被认错的次数
多不胜数
看着我叫凯芸
看着你叫佳音
出去吃咖喱面
老板会问
你妹妹没来？
被学生误认为是同一个老师
哈～
那感觉超怪
心里终会有句os
“我们哪里一点像？？”
p/s:我的脸比你尖很多^^

不要太想我
我爱的妹妹

i wana b a good teacher

june holiday

一眨眼
三个星期
二十一天
504个小时
就这么静悄悄地溜走了

在新学期开始前
用四个字
来个总结这堕落的假期呗
jiang

          jiang

                   jiang

                             jiang

就是：
吃、喝、玩、乐

5 minus 2

3 minus 1

2nd gathering--5 minus 1

from yen yen n da jia jie~XD

dats our ry 1st breakfst time ^^

dis gang of ppl went2 ipoh for 杂雪冰vtot me!!hemp!!

no 杂雪冰 at AT, so brought them to Ah Zhu ice kacang~XD

dats our memories

毕业，
曾经是个离我们遥远的驿站

如今，
却即将靠站

或许有那么一天，
我们会再相同的站相遇
细说着那年的幸福时光

太多的故事
过于丰富的情节
就像那音符在五线谱上的跳跃
编制了一首又一首
动人心弦的歌曲
属于我们的
=生命交响曲=

仅剩短短四个月的相聚
愿在这约120天
2880个小时里
创作出更多经典动人的歌曲
就这么的吟唱下去

 

阳光下的友情，那么的晶莹剔透
我们的友情，就那么的耀眼



一步、两步、三步…
相同的步伐
相同的节奏

....toy museum
            +
........batu feringi
                +
............nite market
                     +
.................balik pulau
                         +
.....................queensbay
                             +
..........................birthday celebration
                
                                                            =
                                                                       FrienDSHip 4Eva


p/s: i admit im lazy to write out all those funny things we went tru 2gth =P

my last practicum

my last practicum ended on 29 April
i will say "FINALLY"
the worst practicum i ever had
but honestly
i learned alot too
n i oso upgrade my own malay >.<'''
can scold pupils fluently by using malay
translate avthing into malay
talk to them in malay
all these i hv to thank to my 3K devils


should be 10 of them, but jst left 7



wer r another 3?? absent due to the heavy rain~

Hafiz--can learn well if he wants to, BUT i think he
wana be a singer whn grows up, keep singing in
the class, knocking his tabel jz like he is playing drum
=.='''

Syukri--lazy worm in the class, but getting better after
keeping an eyes on him. At least pass up all the
homeworks that i gave b4 i left.

Kavirasu--the cleverest indian in the class. Can remember
what i had taught on the previous class. Hw abt others??
sorry to say that, no one remember. =.='''

Sarvin-- The most ke po pupil, talk non-stop in class.
Like to come n ask me "老师，图书馆？"what he wana
ask is "老师，等下要去图书馆吗？" 

Aisha-- The most clever pupil in 3K. Submit her work
on time, in good writting, pay attention in class, get
full marks of their so called standard 1 level spelling.

Elisa--The dreaming princess in the class. She dun cares
what r u teaching, just looked at outside for a long time.
Obviously, she wont asnwer me in every question i asked.

*JIANG JIANG* the only chinese in my class--Han Ming
behave like a girl, tears drop whn gt scolded by me, lose in
game, even gt bullied by classmates.

charlie brown cafe

yday nite,
went to the 1st charlie brown cafe in msia
a cafe dat decorated v de theme of "snoopy n its frenz"
kinda cute

different table v different image der



menu of charlie brown cafe



jz feel like wana try all

u can c a long queue there,
and even keow kuang's headmistress der

keep waiting for my food
 while others were enjoying their meal





finally~~~

 

snoopy and its frenz; jy and her frens ^^

all about charlie brown cafe

charlie brown cafe in strait quay mall

all along strait quay mall

strait quay mall,

a nice place to hang up v frenz

lot of choices der for u to choose

frm pub to yogurt shop

suit for different ages ppl

n it looks nice at night

v de lighthing n de view of sea

sort of romantic place for couple to walk along

i will go der v de uncertain "U" one day

haha~XP



AT frens,

is time to visit penang okie!!

sis gang,

no more SG n JB pls!!

gek po teacher

heard frm my tuition boy dat 2day is jit sin's parents day
when reach home cepat cepat msg KH
told her i wana b gek po=三八 teacher tmr
folo her to de parents day
actly wat i wan is just visit my pupils der
i miss them so much

went der arnd 10am
feel weird whn seeing so much chinese pupils in chinese schl
(its jz normal thing, jz i a weirdo~XP)
cz de schl i go avday is lack of chinese kiddoz
cant adapy myself in dat moment,haha

at 1st duno wat shld i do der
cz im nt familiar v pupils der anymore
so no one will call me teacher
im jz like a stranger or children's guardian der
walking arnd n hv a look at de exhibition
loitering arnd 15mins den walk to meet up v kh
she showed me those kiddoz class
n i look at dem
"OMG, they changed alot"
totally different frm last time
not dat cute anymore
cz of their body size
become taller n taller

said HI to dem
dey look at me v their wondering eyes
read frm their eyes
n i found out dat dey cant recognise me anymore
"still rmb me?"
"......" (in de process of thinking)
"ah, you are miss law!!"
so in chinese will be "啊，你是刘老师！！"
phhew, finally!!!

one of de parent told me she cant recognise me as well
cz i cut my hair short
wearing jeans n t-shirt
is different frm de picture i gv to her daugther

after knowing who i am
de situation became so noisy
but i love dis
i love u all so much ^^
my 1st batch devils

i met v my mushroom head too
unfortunately
der is no chance for me to cht v him
sort of dissapointed
i missed out the chance to meet v darren
oh ya, dey call him “小花”
such a cute nickname
not oni lil flower
i missed out many of them too

anyway
wish all of u stay healthy n happy
刘老师going to miss u guys muchie
^^

i'm a mess vtot u

everyday i go to school in good mood
but
everyday i back frm schl with BAD BAD mood
hey
teachers der, cant u behave urself?

when there is bunch of works
they will call us "teacher"
when there is a jamuan
no one will remember us as a "teacher"
we r just a trainee
so v are not qualify to attend it
although v did lot of works for dem
and after de jamuan
dey will just da bao all the left over food for us
and said : 这个是剩的，你们打包回去，你们又省下午餐了！
come on, pls dun act like u treat us nicely k!!
dis is jz bcz those u duno hw 2clean up ur tables!

hey,teachers der,
u tot as a trainee very free izt?
so frm headmaster till teachers can just simply order us?
if you all treat us nicely
talk v us in polite way
no back stepping
i think v will helping u guys vtot any complain

using LCD for teaching oso kena complain
parking de car under de tree oso kena complain
marking wrong one word oso kena complain
toilet dirty oso kena complain (damn stupid thinking)
wana print something for student by using schl printer oso kena complain
switch on too many lamp n fan oso kena complain
switch on the air con in library oso kena complain (othr teacher ask us to on de okie!!)

but why der is no complain when needed us to:
do a new carta organisasi board for u?
decorate de stage during CNY celebration?
do a class cleaning competetion board?
record de result for cleaning competetion avweek?
train students for story telling and public speaking competetion?
(oni 1 teacher hv2 train 11 students!! SIAO meh~)
decorate de stage for teacher retirement celebration?
ganti class everyday?
(even passing by de bilik guru oso kena order)
carry out co-curiculum activities?
(whn der student injured, v kena again)
decorate school academic boards?
help in sukan tara?
draw mural for schl?
and lots of small small things!! >.<

telling myself not to angry in those stuff
bt when facing those faces
de fire in my heart will jz burn automatically
argh!!!!
i need a nice place to refresh my mind
i need holiday to recharge myself in teaching
i need more patient and passion to those kiddoz
i need those hypocritical teachers out of my view
i need those over limit works stay away from me
i need lot of delicious dessert in front of me right nw
i need someone who know me well to chat v


wat i really need is U,
right here for me~

i nid help

今天教了3K班的学生

“把字句与被字句的互变”

例：狮子把兔子吃掉了。
换成：兔子被狮子吃掉了。
如此而已
没什么大不了
对吧？！
一般的小孩都不用教
只需交代他们回家自己做
搞定！

可是
3K班里恶魔的行为
不是常人所能理解的
他们的思维模式
是怎么构成的
应该由专家去研究
让他们去教导
而不是让实习老师去承受
（虽然，我有朝一日也会是专家 XD）

为了这堂课
我花了多少的心思
多少的心血
多少的时间
多少的金钱
在想活动
在做教具

结果......
我指着“妹妹”
他们竟然给我读成“弟弟”“哥哥”
拜托～
妹妹的图片这么大张看不到啊！！！
问他们狮子有吃掉兔子吗？
“有”（心想，不错，还明白）
那，兔子有被狮子吃掉吗？
“没有”（我晕！！）
带着“狮子”的面具
也变成了“老虎”
以此类推
白兔的面具
很理所当然的
变成了“猫”

要他们改换句子
“老虎把可爱的小猫捉住了。”
我得到的答案却是：
“老虎被可爱的小猫捉住了。”
问他们这答案有对吗？
“有！！！”
还蛮齐心协力的嘛～
只区区2位学生说错
只好换个讲法
adakah harimau ditangkap oleh kuching itu betul?
kuching boleh tangkap harimau tak?
okie, 他们说他们明白了
换个句子，要他们词句重组
“杯把哥哥打破了。”
“杯”，我教了不知多少次
这次还把图案黏在生字上
结果，还是失败了！！

这是我第一次
这么这么用心地在做教具
学生的学习成果
却是一塌糊涂
心淡啊～

the worst pacticum

hving my 3months practicum now
n unfortunately to say dat
dis is the worst practicum i ever have
i feel like screaming to my students
after repeating the same thing for more than 3times
n it happens avday
altot there are oni 10 of them
but its more difficult 2teach than a 40+ students in a class
can u imagine dat
a chinese school but der is oni 1 chinese in de class
ya, others r jz malays n indians
i got no idea in hw communicate v  them
how to teach them
so that they can master all those knowledge in de syllabus
kind of fed up in dis kind of teaching life
after teaching them for 1hr
they cant even memorise 6 chinese words
wat the hell is dis!!!
(allow me to shout some rude words here)
avday keep complaining to hsemates
thought i know dat der is nothng going to change after complaining
mayb my lucky star were is busying arnd
n forget to look n care for me
so dat i hv a hard time here

ya,honestly it is a tough job for me to go through
i feel like teaching malay more den chinese
nid to n force to explain every single thing in BM
mayb after 3months i can speak malay fluently den nw
i will be the one who gained alot in this practicum

God pls bless me for avthing
gv me strength n passion in teaching 10 of them
so that i wont give them up
i know clearly that is not their fault
is jz dey dun have any strong foundation
but 10 of them cn pls jz do me a favour?
dun b a lazy students
at least show me u wana learn n nt jz wasting time in class

wat i nid currently is jz a big n warm hug frm anyone of u
tell me that i can do it
jz like de big hug dat i gt frm Dr.tan
i nid support frm u
n seriously
i DO!!!!




hey devil,
jz believe in urself
avthing will b fine

PULAU JEREJAK

finally, ya i say FINALLY

                                                       i went to pulau jerejak on yesterday

de place dat i planned to go few months ago

went there with sort of relaxing mood

departed on 0845 in the morning

hope dat can get 0945 ferry to pulau jerejak

who noes no more 

de timetable v gt few months ago edi outdated

no more 0945 ferry

n v force 2wait till 1130

=.='''

de time v reached der arnd 1200

de incharge person told us hv 2 wait till 1400

cz the time v reached is so gham lunch time

again =.=

nvm, since v jz had our breakfast

so v chose 2cycle arnd p.jerejak while waiting

whn u go traveling or hanging out v frens

SYOIK SENDIRI is very important

to make the process fun n exciting

7 of us are very good in SS

haha~

and then we went for suspension bridge

feel scared whn i was in de middle of de bridge

there is a water dam under de bridge

hmm, arnd 1smtng

is time for us to tk our lunch

ok, is time for us to start our 1st activity after lunch

archery

1st time experienced dis game

hmm, kinda difficult

for sure i din kena any target

continue with flying fox
can u imagine hw scared im 

when i was hanged by dat "bira" in the middle of dis game

=.='''

dis guy scared me frm v crossed the suspension bridge

(when i went through the bridge, the whole bridge was shaking)

till i finish flying fox dis game

 

wall climbing 

another tired actvity

bcz of dis

my whole body muscle pain like hell in the nxt day

feel proud bcz success to reach the top

^^

is pool time

for 7 of us

^^

no more exam mood 

and turn on my holiday mood

cant imagine hw nice my holiday will be

going to celebrate 10th anniversary v my dears

(dis is de activity dat i cant wait for ^^)

slping eating relaxing n etc

untill nxt yr

wow, think oso feel syoik ^^

ouch, i love dis kind of lifestyle so much