2010年3月30日星期二

一個人

一個人久了,會懶得戀愛
一個人久了,朋友會越重要
一個人久了,會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了,電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了,就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了,對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了,除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了,會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了,會比以前更重視更愛父母,更重視親情
一個人久了,對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了,聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜,心裡多少還是會有些介意

一個人久了,會喜歡買很多無謂東西,帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了,會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了,愛情會變得越來越不重要,取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了,會越來越理性,越來越現實

總之,一個人久了,是很幸福的時光。。。
即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了,是會上癮的。。。

2010年3月24日星期三

La Solitudine



a nice song recommended by YX =)

The lyrics to the Italian version of the tender song are about a boy named Marco, who is separated from his girlfriend at the urging of his family and sent to live far away from her. The (now former) girlfriend makes an emotional and heartfelt plea, singing to him about the loneliness they would feel without each other.

Translated English lyric
 Marco's gone and won't come back
the train of 7:30 without him
it's a metal heart without the soul
in the cold of the gray morning of the city
At school the bank is empty, Marco is inside me
his breath is sweet between my thoughts
enormous distances seem to divide us
but my heart beats hard inside of me

Who knows if you will think of me
if with yours you never speak
if you hide like me
you escape the looks at you

Locked in your room and you don't want to eat
you hold your pillow tight
you don't know what you're crying about
how much more pain the loneliness will make you feel

Marco,I have a picture of you in my diary
you have the eyes of a child a bit timid
I hold my heart tight and I feel you there
between my English and Math homework
your father and his councils that whisper
him with his work has taken you away
for sure he's never asked your opinion
he said one day you will understand me

Who knows if you will think of me
if you will talk to your friends
to no longer suffer because of me
but you know it's not easy

School is too much to bare
as well as the afternoons without you
studying is useless
all I can think of is you

It isn't easy to divide
our life
I beg you wait for me my love
but to deceive you I don't know

The loneliness between us
this silence inside me
is the inefficiency to live
a life without you

I beg you wait for me because
I can't stay without you
it's not possible to divide
our story

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Italian lirica
Marco se n'è andato e non ritorna più
Il treno delle sette e trenta senza lui
È un cuore di metallo senza l'anima
Nel freddo del matino grigio di città

A scuola il banco è vuoto, Marco è dentro me
È dolce il suo respiro fra i pensieri miei
Distanze enormi sembrano dividerci
Ma il cuore batte forte dentro me

Chissà se tu me penserai
Se con i tuoi non parli mai
Se ti nascondi come me
Sfuggi gli sguardi e te ne stai

Rinchiuso in camera e non vuoi mangiare
Stringi forte al te il cuscino
Piangi non lo sai
Quanto altro male ti farà la solitudine

Marco nel mio diario ho una fotografia
Hai occhi di bambino un poco timido
La stringo forte al cuore e sento che ci sei
Fra i compiti d'ingliese e mathematica

Tuo padre e i suoi consigli che monotonia
Lui con il suo lavoro ti ha portato via
Di certo il tuo parere non l'ha chiesto mai
Ha detto: "un giorno tu me capirai"

Chissà se tu me penserai
Se con gli amici parlerai
Per non sofrire più per me
Ma non è facile lo sai

A scuola non me posso più
E i pomeriggi senza te
Studiare è inutile tutte le idee
Si affollano su te

Non è possibile dividere
La vita di noi due
Ti prego aspettami amore mio
Ma illuderti non so

La solitudine fra noi
Questo silenzio dentro me
è l'inquietudine di vivere
La vita senza te

Ti prego aspettami perché
Non posso stare senza te
Non è possibile dividere
La storia di noi due

La solitudine fra noi
Questo silenzio dentro me
è l'inquietudine di vivere
La vita senza te

Ti prego aspettami perché
Non posso stare senza te
Non è possibile dividere
La storia di noi due
La solitudine

2010年3月23日星期二

i wish

当我无助时,
想要有人陪我爬爬山
看看夕阳

当我无助时,
想要有人让我抱一下
给我安慰

当我无助时,
想要有人带我溜溜达
漫无目的

当我无助时,
想要有人陪我一起疯
一下也好

当我无助时,
想要有人给我唱首歌
哪怕难听

这个有人
不是谁都可以
一定要是我的
“超级麻吉”
^_^

2010年3月20日星期六

random

Flash back what had happened on yesterday
I never feel regret on that
(till now, mayb one day i will)
although lots of ppl will disagree with my desicion
Will it happen again?
dun ask me
i hv totally no idea on it

Jst met v Sue
having a great time v her
bought new clothes n higheels
mean that im going 2 PK soon
I miss Baskin Robin ice cream so much
in this very moment
eventhough i jz finish my curry flavourcintan mee
^_^

Recently,
obsess of something
but cant figure out wats that actually
kinda weird of havig dis kind of feeling

9.45pm
Good nite fren
is time to slp 
=)

2010年3月15日星期一

lazy mood

Lazy gal v her lazy mood,
feel damn down for dis few days,
for NO reason~
Argh, hate dis kind of feeling,
Lot n lotsss assignments are waiting for me
yt, i m still loitering here n der v no aim
playing v my turtles
walking up n down in de house
holding foods n keep eating
oh gosh!!! 
how could dis happened to me?
feel like attending yoga lessons
feel like wana drink till drunk (since i nvr try b4)
feel like wana scream as loud as i can (n no one feels that i m crazy)
feel like wana hang around v best frens
feel like wana throw away all my problems
feel like wana have a HAPPY mood~

2010年3月11日星期四

sry

Sorry,
I really don't mean to hurt you,
yt it happened~

She asked:"are u regret?"
Devil:"No, definitely Not."

Hope u are fine v it
When time passes,
U will let go it and back to the previous day~

2010年3月10日星期三

busy busy n still busy

Yesterday,
from 7am departed from our lovely home to IPTB and back arnd 7pm, in between we got not more than 30mins to take a deep breathe, the activities were keep running and running. When back home, we didnt even have extra time to relax for a while, PN portfolio need to pass up on today and we are having a microteaching on today as well, after finish all my stuff, i only left few hours to take a rest (Z_Z)''' This made me up to the wall!!!

Today,
finally, my portfolio was done, microteaching was done too (althought i did it in a bad way, forgot to carry out one step in the RPH that we had done) and now i have time to do my facial before i go back to hometown on this coming Friday. Undeniable, it is a very comfortrable process but my purse was vomiting blood at the same time. @.@

Tomorrow,
Devil is going to turn over a new leaf. Yeah, finally i had make my decision on something that which i not sure on the previous days, but now, my mind is clear and i know what should i do for tomorrow. Well, althought it is cruel but i still have to do it, for my best and also for him. S.hang, you can congratz me now =P
By the way, gona thanks for Har's helping =) 
Good luck devil ^^ 

2010年3月4日星期四

困扰

最近的我
在干吗?
所有事情
都好像脱离了轨道

明知不该
却又期待
解决的方法
在哪?
什么原因
让我
如此的困扰

告诉
千万不能
让这习惯
成为习惯
就连想你
都成了残酷的切磋

承认
没那么坚强
不过是
一而再的逞强
刺猬的坚强
全都是假象