the worst pacticum

hving my 3months practicum now
n unfortunately to say dat
dis is the worst practicum i ever have
i feel like screaming to my students
after repeating the same thing for more than 3times
n it happens avday
altot there are oni 10 of them
but its more difficult 2teach than a 40+ students in a class
can u imagine dat
a chinese school but der is oni 1 chinese in de class
ya, others r jz malays n indians
i got no idea in hw communicate v  them
how to teach them
so that they can master all those knowledge in de syllabus
kind of fed up in dis kind of teaching life
after teaching them for 1hr
they cant even memorise 6 chinese words
wat the hell is dis!!!
(allow me to shout some rude words here)
avday keep complaining to hsemates
thought i know dat der is nothng going to change after complaining
mayb my lucky star were is busying arnd
n forget to look n care for me
so dat i hv a hard time here

ya,honestly it is a tough job for me to go through
i feel like teaching malay more den chinese
nid to n force to explain every single thing in BM
mayb after 3months i can speak malay fluently den nw
i will be the one who gained alot in this practicum

God pls bless me for avthing
gv me strength n passion in teaching 10 of them
so that i wont give them up
i know clearly that is not their fault
is jz dey dun have any strong foundation
but 10 of them cn pls jz do me a favour?
dun b a lazy students
at least show me u wana learn n nt jz wasting time in class

wat i nid currently is jz a big n warm hug frm anyone of u
tell me that i can do it
jz like de big hug dat i gt frm Dr.tan
i nid support frm u
n seriously
i DO!!!!




hey devil,
jz believe in urself
avthing will b fine