dissapointment

上了大学才知道
会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去，但是他爱怎么样就怎么样，我们要大度，不和小人计较，但前提是你正确。

上了大学才知道
太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。

上了大学才知道
快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距。

上了大学才知道
许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出，但请留住回忆。

上了大学才知道
有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解，或是根本不知道他在想什么，千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜，那样会让自己累，既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊，自己又不是占星师。

上了大学才知道
生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。

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人的性格可以差异到如此之大。

上了大学才知道
一个人要自己对自己好，因为真正关心你的人很少，有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己。

上了大学才知道
从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

上了大学才知道
真心对人好不一定有回报，往往会在不知不觉中受伤害。

Never ever try to be a keh po if that is none of your business, although you think that they will be a bit suffer with their decision.

Never ever open your mouth to talk something which is not match with the “boss’s” ideas or suggestion, because in the end you will be the victim.

Obviously, I am the keh po of the day, which is what we call “烂好人”, think for their good but end up in me myself be the one who get scold by some one else. After the lecture, keep complaining this and that which I had mentioned before. Then why don’t you guys just speak it out and let the lecturer knows? Mumbling behind the lecturer for what?

Sadly to say that, I really feel disappointed with the lecturer and also some one else in the class. Like what you had said:”我很心痛看到你们为什么不肯吃一点点的亏？事事要求公平。”

Hey please, if I am this kind of person why I have to help you all photostat the lecture notes? I am just in charged in PN not other subjects ok! You don’t know all of this, just because you never asked before! I am not the only one in class who bring car to college so I don’t have this kind responsibility to do all these nonsense things.

Honestly to say that, I almost cry at that moment but thanks God I didn’t because this is the undeserved thing to me, not worth for me to cry for it. Start from today, I will keep my mouth shut and just follow the order from any one. May be I should ask mom, why my face look like I am the one who will bully others when compare with other gals~

I really really really feel upset today. Thanks housemates be there with me.